5 years ago when I am diagnosed with a disorder on my spinal structure,
spina bifida, I never thought about it seriously. To be honest, I just don't care about it, especially after the doctor said there is nothing they can do about it. I just lose hope and at the same time, pretend to ignore it.
Just two weeks ago I had a CT Scan to find out that I have a
prolapse disc, which I believe it occurs when I lift heavy luggage during my holiday in China last July. After hearing that, I thought I was going to be disable for life, especially after I suffered severe pain everyday and throughout the day, and I am unable to bend, until now.
By chance, I just turn 23 today.. =D
and to say that I can turn into a 23 years old person with such condition is really a blessing for me.
I can still walk as a normal person, I can still do activity, and I am still alive!
For my entire life, never I feel this grateful before. I truly believe that God loves me no matter what and God will never leave His people behind. He will always be with us during our hard time and also during our good time.
Hence, here I want to say my humble and gracious thank you to the Father in Heaven.
Terima kasih Tuhan atas 23 tahun yang Kau berikan selama ini.
Terima kasih atas berkat dan karunia hingga aku masih bisa berdiri sampai saat ini, tegap dan bangga sebagai anakMu.
Terima kasih atas kehidupan yang Kau berikan, atas dunia yang begitu indah ini.. dan
atas orang tua, saudara dan teman-teman yang menjadi perantara cinta kasihMu.
Aku bersyukur karena bisa mempunyai such a beatiful life, not perfect but still gorgeous.
Dan aku hanya bisa berdoa untuk berkatMu di hari-hari yang akan datang.
Finally,,,
Happy BIRTHDAY to Ms. C.H.L. Ganda too!!!
and Happy WORLD YOUTH DAY (week) people!