Sunday, 14 December 2008

A Christmas Prayer

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Now playing: Simon & Garfunkel - Bridge Over Troubled Water
via FoxyTunes
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Dear God, thank you for sending your Son, Jesus, so I could get to know you. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for being with me all my life even when I didn't know it. I realize I need a savior to set me free from sin, from myself, and from all the habits, hurts, and hang-ups that mess up my life. I ask you to forgive me for my sins. I want to repent and live the way you created me to live. Be the Lord of my life, and save me by your grace. Save me from my sins, and save me for your purpose. I want to learn to love you, trust you, and become what you made me to be. Thank you for creating me and choosing me to be part of your family. Right now, by faith, I accept the Christmas gift of you Son. Fill me with your peace and assurance so I can be a peacemaker, and helo me share this message of peace with others. In your name I pray. AMEN.

Taken from "The Purpose of Christmas" by Rick Warren, pp.121-122.

Monday, 8 December 2008

Selebriti Indonesia

Baru baru ini, dunia selebriti dan olahraga Indonesia mengalami 'syok' berat ketika pembalap nasional A.M dan adiknya M.S. bersama dengan artis M.Z. terlibat dalam kasus pemukulan terhadap A.S. Mau bilang syok juga sebenarnya gak sih, soalnya khan dunia selebriti Indonesia selalu berwarna warni dengan gosip gosip yang tidak jelas. Menurut berbagai sumber yang dilansir, para tersangka menculik, memukul secara bersamaan, menganiaya, dan membuat korban melakukan *maaf* oral-sex. sendiri. Alasannya cukup simple, karena sang korban tidak bisa menepati janji yaitu membayar hutang secara lunas.
Bagi saya, alasan apapun itu, sangatlah tidak masuk akal dan tidak bisa diterima oleh akal sehat ketika kita sebagai warna negara Indonesia yang mempunyai akal sehat dan budi luhur untuk melakukan tindak kekerasan kepada warga negara yang lain; apalagi para tersangka adalah orang orang yang cukup terkenal di negara Indonesia.
Beberapa poin yang mau saya tekankan di sini adalah:
Apakah ini cara kita untuk menyelesaikan masalah di negara Indonesia? Dengan cara kekerasan dan tidak berprikemanusiaan? Kalo iya, mau dibawa kemana masa depan negara ini? Sangat suram dan tidak jelas.
Apakah ini budaya bangsa Indonesia yang tidak bisa menghargai orang lain? Bangsa yang dikenal dengan moral dan budaya tapi ternyata suka dengan kekerasan.
Saya tidak bisa mengerti dengan cara pikir para tersangka yang dengan seenak jidat melakukan kekerasan seperti ini. Apakah mereka tidak pernah berpikir bahwa mereka akan (dan sudah) dilaporkan ke pihak yang berwajib setelah mereka melakukan hal tersebut? Mungkin pernah terlintas di pikiran mereka adalah mereka bisa lolos dari hukum dengan cara menyewa profesional pengacara dan berpura-pura sakit saat ada panggilan wawancara atau panggilan sidang. It's pathetic. (Maaf, poin yang satu ini tidak bermaksud untuk menjudge orang).
Himbauan saya untuk para selebriti di luar sana, janganlah sombong ketika kalian sudah berada di puncak karier anda karena di atas langit masih ada langit.
Terakhir dari saya, HAI BANGSA INDONESIA BERUBAHLAH! Masih belum terlambat untuk kata berubah.

Short note:
I have tried Soya Pearl and Almond Soya. Now I am trying Chendol Soya.

Tuesday, 2 December 2008

Words of Wisdom from Bill Gates

Here is some advice Bill Gates recently gave in a speech to American high school students. These rules, he says, contain real wisom - unlike what students receive in schools.

RULE 1 - Life is not fair - get used to it.

RULE 2 - The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something before you feel good about yourself.

RULE 3 - You will NOT make $40,000 a year right out of high school.

RULE 4 - If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss!

RULE 5 - Working at McDonald's is not beneath your dignity. Your grandparents had a different word for such jobs - they called them "opportunities".

RULE 6 - If you make mistakes, it's not your parents' fault, so don't cry about your mistakes. Learn from your mistakes.

RULE 7 - You probably think your parents are boring, right? They weren't always boring, you know. They became boring from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you are. So why don't you try cleaning the closet in your own bedroom?

RULE 9 - Life is not divided into school semesters or terms. You don't get many weeks' vacation in a year, and very few employers are interested in really helping you. You need to learn to help yourself.

RULE 10 - Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.

RULE 11 - Be nice to nerds. You'll probably end up working for one.



Short note:
Holiday comes from two words, holy and day; so enjoy every time you have a holiday!

Monday, 1 December 2008

Human Right activist

Finally, a weight lifted
Published by the Star news, on Sunday November 30, 2008 by Shaila Koshy
http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2008/11/30/focus/2681622&sec=focus

Dr Irene Fernandez made headlines again after the High Court acquitted her of publishing false news on the treatment of migrant workers at detention camps after a trial that stretched over 13 years. Sunday Star catches up with the Tenaganita director on how those challenging years took a toll on her and her family.

Free at last, free at last. Thank God Almighty, free at last!” Those were the first words that came to Dr Irene Fernandez, 62, when the High Court acquitted her on Monday of publishing false news.

Four days after High Court Justice Mohd Apandi Ali set aside the conviction and 12 months’ jail sentence imposed by the magistrate’s court, she was still on a high.

Understandably so, after 13 years of having the case hanging over her head and taking a toll on her family; she is now able to get on with life without interruptions – she reportedly went to court 310 times in the trial that stretched seven and a half years before she was finally convicted on Oct 15, 2003.

“I had no idea that just by issuing a press statement to highlight the abuses Tenaganita had uncovered that I would be subjecting myself to all that. All we wanted was for the Government to investigate the abuses,” said Fernandez.

The Tenaganita Sdn Bhd director was guilty under Section 8A(1) of the Printing Presses and Publications Act 1984 for publishing a memorandum titled “Abuse, Torture, and Dehumanised Treatment of Migrant Workers at Detention Camps” which contained 16 statements that were found to be false.

The memorandum was based on information which was collected through research conducted on migrant workers and HIV/AIDS.

“Those 13 years were very challenging times. I knew the system was not for me even though I had spoken the truth; the Govern­ment was in denial (about the abuses) and judicial independence was lacking,” says Fernandez, who has the dubious honour of having “participated” in Malaysia’s longest ever trial after her arrest on March 18, 1996, at her house.

“There were several repercussions for Tenaganita. Immediately after I was arrested, the office was raided by the Registrar of Companies – all because I had not submitted two receipts on EPF that had been paid,” she says.

(The ROC later dropped the charges against her and another director.)

“Tenaganita was portrayed as an anti-government organisation. And because we were registered as a company, we subsequently failed to get any grants. The Health Ministry also cut off our funds for our shelter for people with HIV.”

It has been reported that it took the prosecution three years to make its case. In that time, many of the original interviewees had left Malaysia.

“One of the challenges in my defence was that I had to travel to Indonesia, the Philip­pines and Bangladesh to find witnesses.

“The time in Bangladesh was the most stressful because I was asking the workers to relive their pain. While some of the women who had been raped when they were here had been thrown out by their husbands, some men who had experienced torture now suffered erectile dysfunction.”

Instead of getting all of them to come back and testify on her behalf, she put her energies into setting up income-generating projects for them.

The financial burden of a long case often causes an appellant to give up but Fernandez, a a diehard activist who started at the age of 23, was fortunate.

“I had to retain my solicitor for documentation and research and travel with me to find witnesses. All that came up to RM1.5mil.

“I was fortunate in that because we had grown as an organisation, we had international support for fund raising. I used to get cards of support from children overseas. That really energises you!

“And I had a great defence team who did not charge professional fees,” she says, touched by their sacrifice of “billable” time.

Asked how she had found the strength to keep fighting, Fernandez, who started her activism in the Young Women’s Christian Association after she gave up her teaching job, says: “It was my faith. I held on to what Jesus Christ struggled for. His life challenged me to struggle for justice and for rights. He gave me strength to live my faith.”

Pending her appeal against conviction and sentence, the court impounded her passport. This put a strain on her professional and personal life.

“In 2003, I applied for my passport to attend a meeting in Beijing but it was refused.

“On appeal, the High Court said I could have it but I would have to report to every Malaysian High Commission whenever I went overseas and I could not tarnish the image of Malaysia while I was there.

“A hilarious thing happened at one place when I called to report in. They thought I was someone important that they had forgotten to pick up at the airport!” she laughs.

“But not having my passport made it difficult for me to travel with my family and when I wanted to get ayurvedic treatment after I suffered a slipped disc,” she says quietly, sobering up at that memory.

The most difficult aspect of being on trial and having a conviction and 12 months’ jail hanging over her head was the impact on her family.

When Fernandez was arrested, Tania was 13, Camverra was 12 and Katrina was only 10.

“I couldn’t have coped if my sisters hadn’t helped with my daughters and son. They did so much.

“Today, my children tell me that they are better off than others because of what happened to me; they know what justice is and what rights are.”

As for her husband Joseph Paul, Fernandez said he was very angry and upset at first and that affected his work.

“He had a government job and when he found he was going nowhere, he left and started his own consultancy. This has been a journey for the whole family.”

While Fernandez was a “convict” at home, her work with Tenaganita and the prosecution got her international acclaim.

She received, among others, the Human Rights Monitor Award by Human Rights Watch in 1996; the Amnesty International Human Rights Defenders Recognition on the 50th anniversary of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights in 1998; an Honorary Doctorate in Social Medicine from Vrije University in Amsterdam, Holland, in 2000; and the Right Livelihood Award, known as the “alternative Nobels” in 2005, sharing the honour with two Canadians and a man from Botswana.

She had another lovely surprise in October last year. Twelve years after she filed her suit, High Court Justice Tee Ah Sing awarded her RM200,000 in damages against Utusan Malaysia and one of its acting editors over an article published in 1995 titled Sikap Irene lengahkan siasatan (Irene’s attitude slows down investigations) that claimed she had failed to cooperate with the police investigations into the memorandum.

In his 104-page judgement which took two hours to read, Justice Tee, among others, ruled that the defendants had not given her an opportunity to comment before the article was published.

“I am for freedom of expression, but in that freedom of expression, you have to be responsible in your writing,” she said then.

Along the way, Fernandez decided to enter politics.

Asked whether her prosecution had been the push, the PKR supreme council member who was attending the three-day PKR congress that ends today, says: “That was part of it. So many of us saw how entrenched corruption was in the system.

“And the reformasi movement in 1998 was incredible because for the first time, masses of Malays joined the Opposition. That was the perfect time to mainstream the struggle.”

Fernandez stood for election in 1999 but lost. She had to sit out the 2004 and 2008 general elections because she was disqualified due to her conviction. Asked whether the delay in getting her appeal heard had cost her in terms of her political career, she laughs and says: “Of course. Otherwise I would be in Parliament now raising issues!”

Sunday, 30 November 2008

MIGF

MIGF, or also known as The Malaysia International Gourmet Festival is a festival celebrated once a year for the whole month to 'respect' the idea of fine dining in Malaysia.
The idea is to promote the fine dining to the Malaysian society as well as to appreciate what I usually call good food.
I was able to join the celebration this year and took some pictures of it.

"Avanti Italian-American Ristorante, located on the Lobby Level of Sunway Lagoon Resort Hotel, epitomises a vibrant setting with a welcoming ambience for a pleasurable, entertaining and homely dining experience. With a myriad of tastes, styles, hues and melodies, Avanti aptly takes the concept of lifestyle dining to heightened levels, equivalent to diners’ increasingly sophisticated yet exciting lifestyles.
Avanti’s incredibly high ceiling measures close to 30 feet, and colourful mural displays and wrought iron, as well as stained glass along the walls add to the aura of festivity, cheer and natural charm. Eight decorative mechanical fans capture the attention of diners as they sway in unison, creating a light and airy feel within the restaurant. These fans are shaped after traditional hand-held fans used in villages, and are mounted on the walls for an enchanting effect that is reminiscent of a quaint, country home. Avanti enjoys plenty of natural light shining through the large panoramic bay windows into the spacious dining room during the day, while in the evening the restaurant’s atmosphere is upbeat with patrons enjoying Avanti’s unpretentiousness and warmth that is ideal for any business or social gathering."

The logo, placed outside the restaurant

Our table at the beginning

Wine offers: Italian Prosecco, sparkling wine, made from a variety of white grape grown in the Veneto region of Italy (complimentary with every Festival menu)

Appetizer: three kinds of bread dipping appetizer

Main course: Marinated Baby Lobster with Zucchini Salad, Oven-Roasted Tomato,
Spring Lettuce, Cream of Scallop & Lemon-Basil Oil

Zucchini Salad


Main course: Butternut Squash Risotto with
Oyster Tempura


Pear & Cinnamon Sherbet (no picture)


Main course: Grilled Black Angus Tenderloin with Roasted Sweet Potato,
Portobello Mushroom & Aragula Pesto
Leconfield Coonawarra Cabernet Sauvignon


Dessert: Bitter-Sweet Chocolate Mousse Cake with Praline Ice Cream
Limoncello


The price: RM108++ per person without wine, RM188++ per person with wine

Tuesday, 25 November 2008

Men and women are from different planets

Whether you will agree or disagree it is up to you, I just want to show some statements(facts) about men and women.

Men are better drivers than women.

Women are more faithful in relationships.

Girls usually mature more quickly than boys.

Women are inefficient in the business world because they tend to be too emotional.

Men and women are born with identical natural abilities.

Nature has given women so much power that the law has very wisely given them little.

Men find it difficult to express their emotions except when their football team scores a goal.

If more women were in positions of power, there would be fewer wars in the world.

It is more important for women to take care of their appearance than it is for men.

Men are from Mars and women are from Venus.

Saturday, 22 November 2008

Pesta Blogger 2008

Proud to be an Indonesian blogger:
http://pestablogger.com/
  • Pesta Blogger 2008 merupakan acara kumpul-kumpul dan temu muka para blogger berskala nasional di Indonesia.
  • Acara ini pertama kali digelar pada 27 Oktober tahun lalu, di mana Menkominfo Muhammad Nuh menyatakan bahwa tanggal 27 Oktober resmi diperingati sebagai Hari Blogger Nasional (Hablona).
  • Pesta Blogger 2008 rencananya akan digelar pada hari Sabtu, 22 November 2008.
  • Tema Pesta Blogger 2008 tahun ini adalah “Blogging for Society”. Tema ini dipilih untuk memacu semangat para blogger sehingga dapat menggunakan media blog sebagai bentuk kontribusi mereka terhadap masyarakat.
  • Pesta Blogger diprakarsai oleh konsultan kehumasan Maverick bersama Bubu Internet, serta didukung oleh Departemen Komunikasi dan Informasi Republik Indonesia.

Blogging

Code of ethics needed for bloggers: Syed Hamid
Published by Florence A. Samy, Saturday November 22, 2008 MYT 6:24:00 PM
http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2008/11/22/nation/20081122182405&sec=nation

KUALA LUMPUR: It is time for a bloggers’ code of ethics to help preserve peace and prevent incitement of hate or racism, said Home Minister Datuk Seri Syed Hamid Albar.

While stressing that it was merely a guideline and not a legislation, Syed Hamid said such a code would make people accountable for what they write in cyberspace similar to traditional media.

“Blogging and reporting on the Net is no longer a past time done after midnight by people in pyjamas or kain sarung.

“Blogging is touching the lives of more and more Malaysians. With such a powerful tool, bloggers are able to influence their readers and shape their perspectives.

“They can unite communities and they can divide them. The dangers of distortions and inaccuracies in blogging are very real and it is capable of destroying lives.

“Thanks in part to the blogosphere, dangerous assumptions often travel faster than truths,” he said Saturday in his speech at the Blogger’s Buff 2008 conference.

Bloggers, he said, must ensure their write-ups are balanced, accurate and information verified and not based on hearsay.

He said greater caution was needed especially when one could easily stumble on postings and comments that touched on very sensitive matters and had the potential to cause tension between people of different races and faiths.

“The comment and talkback sections had unfortunately provided a channel for people to espouse hatred and racial sentiments, using it as a conduit for constantly validating their negative opinion.

“There is no excuse for this, which is something all parties need to seriously look into.

“Racism is more in your face because of this which is not a positive development for our multi-racial and multi-religious country,” he said.

Syed Hamid said the informality of a blogging culture was deceptive as most blogs were public, permanent and searchable.

“It is coming to a time where a libelous comment on a blog may be actionable in the same way as it would be if published in the traditional media,” he said, adding that one had a right to non-censorship on the Internet as long as they did not break the laws.

Another constraint on the blogosphere’s influence, he said was partisan bloggers and those who self-segregate in their political views. The proposed Data Protection Act, he added, would help prevent any invasion of privacy.

Syed Hamid noted that blogs were on the verge of maturity and had come a long way from its initial poison pen perception which came about as one did not need qualifications to start a blog.

“Blogging is indeed coming of age. These are exciting times and even the king of bloggers (Tun) Dr Mahathir Mohamad is enjoying it,” he said, adding that there was a growing “counter revolution” in cyberspace since March given the emergence of bloggers from the Barisan Nasional coalition.

Speaking on the Internal Security Act during the dialogue session, Syed Hamid said the Home Ministry was appealing the court’s decision to release Malaysia Today editor Raja Petra Kamarudin because certain points of law were undecided and not because he was released from detention.

He said the ISA was not meant as a punishment but rather for members of society to be responsible and ensure peace and public order was maintained.



Notice the bold section? I shall not say anything as the ISA is hunting people lah! :D

Thursday, 20 November 2008

Specimen

Did you notice the different? Spicemen... he he he

Monday, 17 November 2008

Journalism

Have ever heard about this word?
According to Wikipedia, "journalism is the profession of writing or communicating, formally employed by publications and broadcasters, for the benefit of a particular community of people. The writer or journalist is expected to use facts to describe events, ideas, or issues that are relevant to the public." What these people (journalist) do is to report to the public reader something (event) that they were looking at before or another thing (interview) that they did for the purpose of letting the public know what was happened. I would say they are doing an incredible job because they are the 'middle-men' in terms of information, news, etc and without them, people would not know what is happening on the world. Something that people should appreciate. What I found more noble from these people is that sometimes, due to the need of people, the journalist go into such a difficult place where even their life is part of the risk; place such as war zone, natural disaster or place who are in danger of famine. You may never imagine, but it is true, it is something that is done from the past, it is their job. However, sometimes when I read/listen/see at this kind of news, there is something that bothers me. Despite of reporting the event, let's say a natural disaster, why does this people not helping the victims? Wouldn't they help the people who are suffering at that moment? Yes they would, and even they may have those kind of feeling as they are still human who have clear mind (human as the beautiful creation of God is the only creature who has a complete and perfect body, mind, soul and always has a free will to choose between the right or wrong); however as much as they concern, they still have a job which is to report the event and not to help the people. It is tough, I know, however, it is something that happen in the real life. If the journalist would follow what their heart are saying and help the people, they will not have any chance to report the events, resulting in no news for the people, and as a consequences for that they will lose their job because they are not doing their job. Such a painful thing yet they have do be straight, focus, cold-hearted and keep doing their job. Because of that, I have my salute for them. However, there are few 'cheap' journalist who are not doing their proper job. Inspite of reporting the truth, these people are making stories, telling propaganda and try to persuade the public with their own thought. Such ashamed for the journalist who is working really hard for the truth. I am totally amazed with this job and I feel that this thing is something that people should appreciate more.

Saturday, 15 November 2008

Why questions

Why do I have to be here? Stuck in the middle of nowhere, nothing to do, being far from home and friends, out from my comfort zone,
Why does it have to be here?
Why is it not somewhere else where at least, I can feel more comfortable?
Why can't I just go back and do what I want do?
Why do I have to listen to what those people say?
Why it has to be me?
Why no one wants to listen to me?
Why? Why? Why?

I miss Malaysia, KL, Sunway and I really mean it! I really want to go back to where I belong.
I hate to be here, a city with no sociable life and does not have anything other than shopping, shopping and shopping - mall, mall and mall! Fake country, building everywhere, what do you expect from here? Condom, abortion, euthanasia is all allowed, I think, soon gay marriage will be.
I am sick of this, I am sick of being here, I am sick and tired of this place.
Abso'******'lutely, I want to be in Malaysia - the Boleh Land!!!

Friday, 31 October 2008

Deep Down

Yes, I am at the bottom of a valley. Do you want to know why, please pay attention to the following experience.

~~~ Numbers are referring to the time.
163x. I received an sms from X, asking about transportation to All Saints Mass (I deleted the message)

1633. Me to X: Yes, your friend told me yesterday about it. (translated).
Personal reflection: Hello~~You are asking me to reserve your seat now only? How if the car full already? How am I suppose to book for you?

1855. I went down to the picking spot to wait for the transportation.

1907. Me to Y: Where are you? (translated). No reply.
The car came, Z (the driver) was in rush and said we all are late and need to go now because he needs to pick up other person. Mass starts at 1930 by the way. I went in to the car. We left.

1910. Me to X: X, I'm sorry it's kinda late, so Z have left. If you want to catch up the mass, you had better find another alternative transportation. (translated)

191x. Y to me: Where are you? (original sms, I deleted the message)

1916. Me to Y: I am with Z, and he drive off already, coz he cannot wait anymore. Sorry, you will have to find your own transport (original sms)

1922. X to me: Hey Leo, you should have called us. For miscall or something. It is not that the first time we go a little bit late. Its so badd! (original sms)

1923. Me to X: I want to call you, but Z does not want to wait because he cannot wait. I'm sorry for that. Even now I'm not sure if I can attend the mass because we're stuck in traffic. (original sms).
Personal reflection: At this point I don't know whether can attend mass or not, because we are still in Subang and there is traffic in front of us. Z also was joking and saying that we all are not going to the mass.

1928. X to me: You tell 'that' Z, if this is an obligated than the usual, shouldn't he shipped the van a little full? What a bitter dissapointment! And it is not the first time also he battle wit traffic? What a waste. (original sms)
Personal reflection: Basket la you, already late, still accusing people, somemore dare to say "a little bit late". What waste are you referring to? Are you trying to say that other people should wait for you and being late for the mass, just for the sake of yourself attend the mass? (Mass is also available tomorrow) Friend, think about it rationally, you are the one who are not being on time.

1932. Me to X: X, it is not about filling the van. I am not trying to defend Z nor blame you, but I think you need to learn to respect other, and need to manage time properly. If you have further issue, please talk to him personally, =) (original sms)

1935. X to me: I dont take this shit, Coz you're throwing that shit to me first. N because i remember how we use to so "early". Take that shit. (original sms)
Personal reflection: Hello, what shit are you talking here? You just simple angry to people for your fault?

2004. X to me: It doesn't mean that he's older or a youth ministry thingy, that he is blameless. If you rhiming kyrie, have mercy on us. He should think before he beg to the lord. He could set the timer earlier if want to take off earlier. Whatever that has said is pointed to him, n don't u taught me about respect or personality problem. Don't u ever, even you feel you are more righteous than anybody else or when you ass stick on the van. (original sms)
Personal reflection: As I said, I didn't try to defend him nor to blame you, stupid ass (if this is what you are using mean this is what do you want me to call you lah!). I also don't feel I am right to teach you something, if you don't want to hear to me, fine! I don't lose anything.
~~~~~ End of the story. I don't reply after this point because I feel it is meaningless to reply it, and there is no point to talk to X anymore while she is angry because she will never understand the situation.


It is so happen that I actually haven't deleted all these messages, I usually deleted all messages after I read and reply.
My heart was torn down after I received the '1935' sms. I was sad, disappointed and I was crying on my heart about the situation, I don't know why. I actually was offering up the situation to God during the mass as my offertory. It felt more bitter after the '2004' sms. As old folks saying, you cannot judge people from the outside. I never have any thinking about these words that will come out from her mind. But forget about that, if she wants to use those words means she is reflecting to herself as those words. (I'm not trying to judge her)

Mass ended at 2030, after the mass we went to SS2 Murni. Honestly, I am not that fancy with this place. Crowded, dirty, on the roadside and it is so long to wait for the food which is not as extraordinary special as what some people are proud of. I'm sorry lah!, but I don't think the food there is special because I have tried higher class food on high class restaurant/hotel which I would say that is the extraordinary food that deserves the admittance from the people. We left Murni at 2245, and can you imagine how long we were there! 2 hours and 15 minutes, ridiculous! And it's not only the places, but the people that you're going with. I shall not say anything, otherwise I would be called a racist.

Anyway, with a sad feeling still, I went back to home. But you know what? I would be glad, and thank the following people: CL, ES, FG, H, and SK, as they all were cheering me when I arrived at home. They didn't know what I was having several hours ago, (I didn't tell them) but they were having fun together and were 'lightened' my heart a bit.
I still feel the bitter, but I will have to forget about it. I have nothing to lose about her, if she want to angry to me, it is her right. If she does not want to talk to me also, that's her right also and I never force her. She chose to do that.
I am me, mine and myself!


NB: I'm feeling more relieved after I expressed all this feeling here


*** Special edition, additional post
Day+1: I was walking to the food court with my friends and suddenly she was walking to my direction and pass beside me. I didn't smile nor looked at her (terrible lah! me, I know)
1306. X to me: Next time when I see you again, watch out your manner. Dont spice up thing, or I will cook you real nice. (original sms)
Personal reflection: Hmmm, do you want to threaten me now lah!? Up to you loh!, it is not my business if you want to keep doing this. I did not do any harm to you and I do not have any intention to do so. By the way, what is spice up thing arr? I do not understand what you are talking man! Do you want to cook me? Can lah!, but I got to tell you first lah!, my meat is not that nice lah!, got bitter more than the sweet taste, I think, because I have pass through a lot of bitterness in the past. :D

Sunday, 26 October 2008

Love or Lust

Love by meaning is an expression of emotion and feeling that related with affection; usually is symbolized by a red heart.
At this corrupt world, oops *sorry* not to judge the globalization and its effects (I'm a pro to globalization, though), the commercial advertisement, a low-class (erotic) media and the variety of products make love becomes down graded to a something call lust.
Lust, however by definition is a sexual desire for something (e.g. human body or sexual activity). A padre said at his sermon this morning, "at this world the expression 'i love you' more often means 'i lust for you' ". No wonder the world change.
Dating becomes a necessity for someone who is turning into teenager; no date means not cool (not to forget that there are children who are dating on their elementary or secondary school). A date is just "something" to show off to the other fellas, if got a date means better than the others; if can change date every week is even better, means laku di pasaran (can sell in the market). I tell ya' this people really got nothing better to do.
Marriage life is just a symbol to tell the world that already mature now can life with the couple. Tak tahunya, affair is going on behind the marriage especially if keriput comes out on the face.

I copy an (joke) email about marriage life that I received from a friend of mine:

Marriage Life Before and After !!

Before marriage: Darling here.. darling there...
After marriage: Baling here... baling there..

Before marriage: I die for you. . .
After marriage: 'You die, up to you. '
Lagi lama married: You die I help you!

Before marriage: You go anywhere. . I follow you.
After marriage: You go anywhere. . up to you .
Lagi lama married: You go anywhere better get lost!!

Before wedding: you are my heart, you are my love'
After wedding: 'you get on my nerves. '

Before wedding: 'you are sweet and kind just like Cinderella'
After wedding: 'you are worse than godzila'

Before wedding: Roses are red, violets are blue. Like it or not, I'm stuck with you
After wedding: Roses are dead, I am blue. You get on my head, I will sue you

Before wedding: Every makan he brings you to Shangri-La
After wedding: You want to go, he says you wait-la

Before wedding: She looks like Anita Sarawak
After wedding: Don't know whether katak or biawak


So do you dare to married? He He He...
Here's a few tips to save this society?
  1. Don't be so gatal (No offensive!),
  2. Be patient (just wait lah!, your prince charming or princess Cinderella (with glass shoes, :P) will come one day),
  3. If you're married, put on CCTV to your husband or wife so you can monitor 25 hours a day (means you don't sleep and you don't work lah!),
  4. Don't turn up to the kontak jodoh, biro jodoh, love agency, or whatever it is (they will only suck your money),
  5. Open your eyes wider to see around more clearly, Ha Ha Ha!

Note:
1. If love you more often means lust for you; it doesn't mean the vice versa.
2. I'm not trying to judge or critic the world or marriage couple, nor trying to tell that the whole world is like that, I acknowledge that there are a lot of commit couples in this world. I'm just showing the reality that I see nowadays.

Thursday, 23 October 2008

God is Alive

Today is my first paper, and I feel that God is with me, accompany me always.
So, here's my experience:

Last night before I go to bed, I was having a nerve and my heart start to beat. I was in doubt and I asked GOD to give me sign if He is with me always. I went to bed and nothing happened.
In the morning, a friend of mine wake me up (my alarm either did not ring yet or would not ring) so I can sit for my exam. I was half awake and as usual, I was lazying around on the bed, excusing myself for more sleep. [This is a bad habit and it cost me a lot of trouble in the past]. After several minutes of lying down, I actually fall asleep. Suddenly, a mosquito flew and pass over my ear, made a noisy sound that made me awake. This is the point when I realized that God is with His people always and cares to His people.
If God does not care about me, He may just leave me fall asleep and I did not sit for my exam that ended up getting fail. If God does not love me, He won't send this sign to me, though it's only a mosquito sound. Thus I would say, God is there, waiting for His children to come.


Lord God, I thank you for the blessing for me today. I pray that You always guide me as your children and You will show me the way to be a better person because You are the "WAY, TRUTH and the LIFE" (Jn 14:6). AMEN


Note: I am not expecting to experience this for the second time tomorrow, but who knows what will happen? :D

Friday, 10 October 2008

Feminism

This blog is supposed to be published on 7 October 2008, but I was 'bitching' around (I mean lazying, slacking because I feel like nothing else to do - this can also mean studying) thus, I postponed this post until now.

I decided to post this after learn about this topic in university. I actually have heard this word from last year subject but I never thought that this word has a deep meaning.
According to Wikipedia (not a recommended resources though), "feminism is discourse that involves various movements, theories, and philosophies which are concerned with the issue of gender difference, advocate equality for women, and campaign for women's rights and interests." Why feminism is important and many people (including men) are so vocal about this issue? For many years, women, because of their physical attribute and their difference with men, have been denied, abused, trashed and never being counted in this world. The case of sexual abuses, gender discrimination in the workplace, no school for women are only few examples of excessive yet immoral inequality to women. It is really sad to actually realize that all these things happened to women. I dare to say like this because personally I believe, (beside women are creature and image of God as well as men), they are incredible!
That reminds me of this cartoon, Incredibles! He he he.

Inredible in the sense that they are strong. During the War period when all the men go to the war field, these women go to the factory to do men job and take care the family. The same situation is happening in this world today, when women go to the work force and still do the house chores after they finish their work. They are doing double work man!

If people are saying that women are weak, they are all wrong! Imagine the pain and suffer women have to bear when they have their period, and later when they are pregnant. 9 months and 10 days they have to bear the suffer for the new life, if it is not because of love and by their strength, there will be no life in this world. So fellas, as the Lord said, "Honor thy father and thy mother".

Since this is October, month of Mary, I also would like to post the prayer for Mary, mother of God.
Hail Mary, Full of Grace, The Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners now, and at the hour of death.
Amen.

Saturday, 4 October 2008

Messenger is not safe!

China 'spying on Skype messages'
Published by BBC News 2008/10/03 01:38:32 GMT
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/technology/7649761.stm

China has been monitoring and censoring messages sent through the internet service Skype, researchers say.

Citizen Lab, a Canadian research group, says it found a database containing thousands of politically sensitive words which had been blocked by China.

The publically available database also displayed personal data on subscribers.

Skype said it had always been open about the filtering of data by Chinese partners, but that it was concerned by breaches in the security of the site.

Citizen Lab researchers, based at the University of Toronto, said they discovered a huge surveillance system which had picked up and stored messages sent through the online telephone and text messaging service.

The database held more than 150,000 messages which included words such as "democracy" and "Tibet" and phrases relating to the banned spiritual movement, Falun Gong.

"These text messages, along with millions of records containing personal information, are stored on insecure publicly accessible web servers," said Citizen Lab's report, entitled "Breaching Trust".

They said that by using one username, it was possible to identify all the people who had sent messages to or received them from the original user.

'Meeting laws'

Skype is operated in China as Tom-Skype, a joint venture involving the American auction site, eBay and Chinese company TOM-Online.

Citizen Lab said it was "clear" that Tom was "engaging in extensive surveillance with seemingly little regard for the security and privacy of Skype users".

They asked to what extent Tom Online and Skype were co-operating with the Chinese government in monitoring communications.

But Skype president Josh Silverman said China's monitoring was "common knowledge" and that Tom Online, had "established procedures to meet local laws and regulations".

"These regulations include the requirement to monitor and block instant messages containing certain words deemed offensive by the Chinese authorities," he said.

Mr Silverman said that it had been Tom Online's policy to block certain messages and then delete them and he would be investigating why the policy had changed to allow the company to upload and store those messages.

Although internet use is high in China, the authorities have long prevented citizens from accessing websites which are considered politically sensitive.

Western internet companies such as Google, Microsoft and Yahoo have been criticised by human-rights groups for adhering to China's strict regulations.



Since Skype is a type of messenger, it means we cannot chat secretly on messenger (cannot share private matters, cannot make internet affair with women, most importantly cannot share naked pictures) because the government monitors it, later they blackmail you or kena ISA, hahaha!

Wednesday, 1 October 2008

Happy Raya

I wish everyone who celebrate the raya, Happy Raya festivities 2008, Happy Ramadhan, may your Ramadhan be fruitful after one month vasting and Mohon Maaf Lahir and Batin, let us forgive each one another for our mistakes (including to forgive RPK and release him from the ISA detention, :D).

Sunday, 28 September 2008

Monash Catholic Society Annual Mass

Proudly present to you, the tradition of Monash Catholic Society, a Mass in Campus.


Dear President of MCS,
Dear Leaders of MCS,
Dear President of the Mass committee,
Dear Head of Department of the Mass committee,
Dear all committee members,

It is an open letter from me, as a part of this community, who wants to see things in the future to be better.
Sincerely, thank you so much for all of your contribution for this time in-campus mass, without all of you nothing can be done. My special thanks to the president who has willingly accept this big burden and to tried as hard as she can to make this event successful. I acknowledge that lack of experience became her most difficult challenge to face but I believe that she had tried her best to overcome that.
To be honest, I was not happy with the progress of the mass. I heard a lot of complain during the preparation of the mass, and it seems that no one cares about that. There were number of people who do not have a clue about the mass, yet were asked to help on the mass. Shouldn’t it be the first task to everyone in the board of committee to explain thoroughly to those who are involved (for the first time) what would happen later, and to keep them updated with the things that were happening so they, at least, would know what they are supposed to do – and not wait until last minute. I also notice the report that was sent every week to the email, and for me it is just an attendance list of the weekly meeting.
I attended the rehearsal, because of friend’s invitation, and I was disappointed with your rehearsal. I entered the auditorium at about 1800, and I listed down who went at what time. Out of 47 (or maybe 50 members), 29 people came before 1830, 8 people came in late, and the rest were missing. I would say, there was no discipline at all that is shown by everyone. Why there are a lot of people missing during the rehearsal? I remember the rule is, not coming on the rehearsal means not participating on the mass. People were busy with their own business, i.e. chit-chatting, sms-ing, and not listening to the instruction. Overall, I would say, the rehearsal was not prepared well, and most of the people treat the rehearsal as their first practice instead of the last practice before the mass.
On the day itself, I didn’t feel the comfort to silence myself and I notice it is because the loud and noisy sounds created by the organising team who is not ready with the mass and with the coming congregation. The briefing was late and there were lot of people did not know what they were supposed to do, because they did not attend the rehearsal. One crucial that was mistakenly done is the liturgical incorrect by the choir in choosing a song and the timing of singing the song. I believe that this is avoidable if the committee was consulting with the right person.
All these wrong doings can be and should be avoid by the organising team if they put the real effort for this. However, I believe that all these things will be taking care better in the future as we as human are always wanted to see something better after the past, and to relate with the philosophy of Monash University, “Ancora Imparo” – we are still learning. But remember, a mass is not a performance of a group of people, a mass (or a liturgy) according to CCC is a celebration of the mystery of Christ.
**Just a thought, a friend of mine commented by saying, all these things can be slowly prevented by having more regular mass in campus, i.e. every month.**

Sunway, 28 September 2008,

J.L. Liemex

Thursday, 25 September 2008

Ramadan Bazaar at Kelana Jaya

I purposely went to the bazaar for the second time to take all these pictures after I was touched on the first time I went there.

This is a sessional bazaar, located on the road side and forced the road to be closed down.

I tried the puding karamel from the other stall, and it is too eggy.. yaiks! Kue batik will be my next target.

Satay anyone? My all time favourite food, but satay is a satay, once you tried it the taste for the rest will be the same... he he he

Is the name of the bread 'John' or the maker is 'John'? Ambiguity, LOL

Honestly, I never heard about this North Soup..

"Silakan dipilih, I got a lot of grill fish"

Mini Juicy Barbeque Kebab

They got 'Samurai' Mee, 'Samurai' MeeHoon, 'Samurai' Kueh Teow, 'Samurai' Nasi Goreng

Let's see what they are selling there...

How to make roti jala!

A lot of murtabak there..

Pulut...!!!

Kelantanese style Nasi Ulam, I didnt dare to try the 'blue rice', hehehe

I found out that this 'Nasi Lomak' is quite funny because they used a tape recorder to promote the food, and the accent of this is similar with the accent of a city in Indonesia, Palembang.

'Lalampa', that's what it is called at my hometown, they use glutinous rice and fish while here they use glutinous rice and prawn

One of my favourite also, ayam percik. Somehow I felt like I ate this one before but cannot remember when and where.

This grill chicken really yummy

The kue kue here is really nice, really recommend to people to buy it

I guess they have a company or something, so they can dress like this

Try to claim the recipes is from their grandma.....

Some cookies I guess, but didn't see the name, ha ha ha

Look at that grill fish man, ain't your saliva drop? he he he

What I bought from the market, a lot!

Wednesday, 24 September 2008

Klakson maut pembawa sial 03

What I feel funny is the reaction from my friend after hearing this story. So, here's some of the comment from them:
  • It's OK, don't be so sad, next time you will have to be careful.
  • Forget about it, buy a new one.
  • Why you are so silly? Rascal boy!
  • I don't know what should I say about you, either too innocent or too stupid.
  • Are you OK right now? Is there anything that I can help you?
  • Time to change for a new phone.
  • I am sorry to hear about that, a deep condolence from me. Will pray for you.

He he he, I realized that everyone has different mindset and everyone is interpreting and respond to something differently. Such a privilege to be a humankind and deal with this kind of diversity!

I picked up several moral of the story beyond this:
First, I actually not suppose to go to school at that day,
Second, if I have to go to school, I should either go late or go at last minute so I can rush.
Third, please don't horn in KL, it makes the car run away so fast. (This inspire the title of this continual post).


Note: Yes, you can help me by donating a new phone. Thanks for that in advance.

Tuesday, 23 September 2008

Klakson maut pembawa sial 02

Goedemorgen,

My friend, F.C., came at about 16.00 (Lecture started at 15.30), and when she came I ask for her handphone. I call my number and managed to talk to him, nicely at the second attempt. He said that he was in Bukit Damansara and will come again at Bandar Sunway in 2 hours time. I believed so I cut the line off. Then I continued to listen to the lecture. During the lecture break, I was having conversation with this friend of mine, and she actually said that just forget about my phone because it is gone forever and ever. [AMEN!] Ha ha ha... This is the first signal to make me realize about it. Then, it was so sudden that I remembered that he was driving a "W" plate number which means that he is not from Penang. Doubt already came into my mind, quickly I borrowed my friend's phone again to block my credit card (I have all my personal data inside my phone, including my credit card, bank account and my email address).
The lecture finished early (it's normal), at around 17.++ then I got to wait for my friend for another 30 minutes so I can hold that friend's phone until around 18.00 to make another phone call.
17.45. I tried to call, my phone is dead. My friend said, forget about it, buy a new phone. So, I decided to go back and call another friend, A.L.. It's really troublesome for me when I don't have a handphone, everytime I have to borrow friend's phone, really tak enak hati. So, I ask A.L. to call me to E.S.' number. When I explained everything to A.L., he scolded me (told me that I was being silly) and asked me to block everything that are stored in my phone. He asked me to make a police report since I remember the car's plate number what after I think about it, it would be helpless to do that because there is no way that phone will come back to me and I think the police would laugh at me when they read my report. He helped me to call the bank and blocked my ATM card. Actually, this made my situation worse, because without realizing that I can change my pin number from ATM machine, I asked the bank to blocked my ATM card. The bank didn't tell me that after they blocked the card, no one would be able to unblocked it (even them). I realized that this is silly because I did not have much cash and to be able to withdraw money, I will have to replace my ATM card. When I asked the bank, they said I need to present a legal document (in this case, passport) so they can process for a new ATM card. Very good, because my passport is in the process of visa renewing and is with Malaysia Immigration. There is no way they will return it so soon because I submitted it late (one month before my visa is expired, normally they ask for two months time).
I told my parents about it in the evening, when I asked them to call E.S. number. I have to ask my brother via messenger to sms my parents and only they can reach me, I tell you it is not easy.
I was actually quite relax to experience this kind situation, but I felt sad, extremely sad, when I was about to sleep that night. I felt like losing someone that is close to me. I have a difficulty to see the time, and now, it is really difficult to communicate with everyone.
For me, losing this phone is not a problem. After all, the age of this phone is seven years old, it is priceless in the market right now I believe. But, I have a sweet time together with this phone for these seven years; it always accompanies me at almost everytime, from day to night; when I travelled; when I felt sad or happy; it is more than a device for me. Sounds dramatice ay?
So, dag mijn telefoon!