The waiting period

If my previous post sounds so desperate, this time is probably the opposite.
Roughly two weeks ago, I left Australia and stayed in Singapore for 7 days. While the main purpose of visiting this country is to do medical check-up, I for sure did some shopping and catching-up with friends.

I was able to see some friends whom I haven't seen for long time, high school and college friends, some church friends from KL, and definitely those who are very close to me. What we did basically was sitting at a makan place where we can sit and talk for hours while only ordering food for one time only :p One thing to highlight from these encounters is that I was able to laugh freely and have fun while sharing stories with them, something that I haven't experience for quite a while.
Another thing to add is that because my level of crazyness, I watched 5 movies in cinema within my stay in Singapore.

I did listen to different stories from different people. Sometimes it is part of our life-sharing experience is to sit down and listen to people's story in order to understand how people cope with their life. While some of us are capable to deal it with own strength, sometimes it is better for us to share our story and so we can hear opinions from others, those whom we trust.

My last semester of Bachelor's degree

Without doubt, that was my toughest semester so far.
Besides my physical injuries, I have an emotional problem that affects my psychological capability.
I was worried, frustated, feared, stressed and being emo for so many times and there was a time when I almost break apart and gave up my fight. So many things that came into my life and I was so pessimistic that I could handle everything to its standard.
I feel useless and worthless, and have no desire to continue on living.
I have to say, it wasn't easy to pass those days.
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But at the end of the day, I was reminded that everyone has their own struggle. We have to fight in our own life. And the best part of it is that to realise that we are weak but strong if we live up everything to God. To let God plays part in our life and guide us in His way.

I feel grateful that I have passed those days and hopefully, I did enough to finish my degree.
I feel blessed that everytime I am down, God sent His people to comfort me and not letting me down forever.
I was tempted to do so many bad things nonetheless, I decided not to do it.
With exam period is now over, a student like me can do is to cross my fingers and waiting anxiously for the announcement day.